well, I come back now because i need somewhere to vent.

First off, let me say that my boyfriend and I are still together, and very much more in love everyday :-)

but let me say, I did something, something i don't really want to talk about, something tha has gotten me in trouble. Thus, I am not allowed to see my boyfriend for a while.

THIS SUCKS. I miss him sooo bad.
Even for just 5 minutes, in front of everyone, i dont care. I just want to hug him, for him to hold me. I miss him so so so bad. I just want to hear his voice without the distortion of the phone. I want to look at the life and sparkle in his eyes.

I miss you babe.

on a good note, i lostr 3 lbs this week